Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Things have been going really great in life with the music I'm involved in. But where I really need it to count the most is with my mental health and I'm not quite feeling it there yet.


  • Belle Noire had their new single "Sleep" premiere on AbsolutePunk [x]
  • I finally booked Belle. Landed them the opening spot on this great tour [x
  • Placed orders for new Belle merch like these buttons, and a new shirt design. In the works for social cards, crew neck sweaters, and snap back hats. 
  • Belle is back playing shows, and making bids for Texas
  • Six Steps North finally has a lead singer, bringing us to a complete six piece lineup
  • SSN played their first show back since August in SF!(To go from dive bars and pizza parlors, to playing an actual venue is a huge jump. All the thanks to the Belle guys for giving them the bid.) [x]
  • SSN has a second show lined up for San Jose at the end of the month [x]
  • SSN is going into pre-production in March with Jon Devoto(of The Matches / Mr. Kind) at The Dirt Room [x]
  • The concept for an SSN music video has been sent off to my good friend Tehillah [x]
  • We have a working budget for the new EP
  • Did I mention I'm investing in the SSN EP under a label name? Yeah, that's happening too...

1/13/14 testing new reflector board.
With all of this going on, my head is running rampant with numbers, dates, deadlines, and things to do. I go to work, I come home to sleep, try to get some work done and then it all repeats. I've lost that little bit of myself and my own. Not that I never want this to not be my life, I am more happy than ever by the way things are going. I need to start taking care of myself more. Here I am trying to yet again figure myself out after having been torn to pieces. Somewhere, I lost what little bit of self identity that I had. Who am I, aside from the girl with the bands?

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Been a great whirlwind this January. I didn't eat 12 grapes on New Years, or clean my entire home. I don't know where this good energy is coming from. Maybe because I was pretty emotionally miserable on New Years, and so this is my compensation.